The Unseen Burden: A Journey of Hope and Redemption
Dinesh comes to the city to prepare for his competition paper. So that he gets better resources for his studies, and can clear his papers and get a job soon. Although Dinesh is intelligent in his studies, his parents also have high expectations of him. All his well-wishers also feel that Dinesh will be successful soon. Dinesh starts studying enthusiastically, but passing the competition paper is not easy. Dinesh studies continuously for 2 years and passes the paper. When Dinesh tells this news to his parents, they become very happy and think that now if Dinesh gets a job soon, it will help at home. The middle class is in the same situation. Parents are broken in the education of their children. They spend everything they have on the education of their children. Dinesh passed the paper but got rejected in the interview. Dinesh was rejected in the interview thrice. The neighbors also start listening to Dinesh's parents that nothing will happen with Dinesh, why are they wasting their money on him, but how can a parent say this? Parents are their own children. They always encourage their children. They tell Dinesh not to worry about the house, to study well, and to work hard but in reality, they are also facing financial problems. Dinesh spent 6 years in his preparation but he could not get a government job. Dinesh's parents also get worried after listening to people. On the other hand, Dinesh was also disappointed after failing repeatedly because he knew the condition of our house and how much money was being spent on me. Although Dinesh was saving a little so that he did not ask for money from home, still he needed money because everything was expensive in the city. There is a lot of difference in the expenses of village and city. After listening to people, one day they tell Dinesh to come home, we do not have any more money to spend on you. They know that Dinesh has worked very hard, many people do not even pass the exam but Dinesh has passed the exam three times. No parent wants to tell their children that their children will not be able to do anything but after listening to people, their faith leaves them. They say that if a stone is thrown at them, then the child will not be able to do anything. When the rope is passed through the rope again and again, it leaves marks on the stone. Something similar happened with Dinesh's parents. Dinesh packs all his belongings and prepares to go to the village. Dinesh thinks that my parents had so much faith in me that I would be successful one day but I could not do anything. Now how will I go to the village? People will listen to my parents and say, has your son got a job? I do not want to be the reason for my parents' embarrassment. Dinesh was already frustrated. Now a storm was rising inside him. He felt as if he could not do anything now. He was a burden on his family. He should not go. Dinesh had lost to himself. He wrote on a paper, "Mummy Papa please forgive me" and left it and started walking towards the railway track. He was walking on the track. A train was coming from the front. A handicapped man was selling balloons there. His eyes fell on Dinesh. He understood that the boy was going to commit suicide. He goes on his scooter pulls Dinesh aside and lets the train go. When the train leaves, he leaves it. So that person asks Dinesh what were you going to do. Dinesh says yes I know but I don't want to live, I don't want to be a burden on my family, that's why I want to commit suicide. This is not my wish but compulsion, Mother, my parents had a lot of hopes for me and I could not do anything. Dinesh starts leaving from there, and that person stops Dinesh. He knew that he had lost his courage, his will to live was over, he has survived today but he will do something similar in the future. That person talks to Dinesh, and in the course of the conversation he asks him why he wants to commit suicide, Dinesh tells everything, that person says I spent 8 years to become an IPS and one day I became an IPS. I was going to join my posting and on the way I met with an accident, I also felt like dying, why didn't I die in that accident, I told my mother, mother, it would have been better if I had died, it doesn't matter much to you, my mother said to me, is the whole world employed, your father is employed, how many such people are there in the world Those who are physically weak but have a lot of brain and courage and live their normal life and what you are calling a burden, it is our good fortune that you are with us. If anything happens to us then you move heaven and earth, son, the real burden is when you leave this world before us. We would have been buried under this burden forever if we could not save our son, then every day would have seemed more terrible than death to us.
Now you tell me, do I have the right to live? If I die, what good would it do to my parents? They would die while they were alive. They would die every day, they would live suffocating in my memories, which would be worse than death. Just think, if something happens to you, wouldn't your family be ashamed? What will happen to them after you? Maybe they won't be able to bear the shock of your departure. What good will you do for your parents after doing this? Rather, you will push them into the darkness of more sorrow. They will keep crying in your memory every moment. If you want to do something for them, then take good care of them. If you don't get a job, then do something else. Fulfill the responsibility of a son for your parents. If you fail in this responsibility, then consider yourself a failure. I don't know how many exams there are for studies, it is not as important as passing the exam of life, which you were going to fail without an exam. Dinesh felt close to him after talking to that person. He thought, the person who lost all his dreams in every way, that person is living his life with full enthusiasm. Then I am also fine, then the person tells Dinesh that if you need me to fight the battle of your life, then I will help you in every possible way. Do you need books or can you get help regarding your studies? Dinesh says can you prepare me for the interview. The person who helps Dinesh completely, Dinesh prepares Dinesh well for the interview to the last extent. Every day Ramesh calls new people for Dinesh's interview and their hard work is successful and Dinesh passes the interview. He hugs Ramesh and starts crying. Ramesh asks what happened, and Dinesh says thank you, Bhaiya, you have done a great favor to me, I have passed the interview. The courage to do all this has come from you only. Thank you, Bhaiya, you are a source of inspiration for me.